Rambling

Life is so tragic.  Without hope or purpose it seems as though there is no point in living because true hopelessness is a journey with no light at the end of the tunnel.  I guess that's why so many people look to religion for comfort, a purpose for their lifelong pain.  If we all could look forward to some sort of heaven and pray for salvation then we could live with hope.  For some reason I never bought into this, after years of religious training and schooling I was never particularly religious.  To be completely honest, I don't even think there's a God let alone an afterlife.  It's unexplainable; I just cannot spiritually sense it or believe that there's logic behind the stories of religion.  This doesn't mean I'm not open minded.  I wish I could see "the light," but simply just cannot.